desirable

The desire to be a model,

Desperation. Do I want it that much? Possibly.

I wanna feel 

glamorous, fabulous, 

wondrous and flawless

beautiful but humble

viable and fashionable

To be rich, to be the nicest person alive,

To have a million friends (true ones at that)

To look absolutely stunning

24/7 

To have a family that loves you

To enjoy the career or work that you do

Perfection.

That is what modelling would be like for me

Fulfilling, satisfying, desirable, happiness

Yet, rather than flattering my dreams I shall simply write of them instead.

"perfection"

Yes the perfect boyfriend, or girlfriend, does only exist in books or movies, but that does not necessarily mean that this is a bad thing.

In my eyes, perfection is not true, I do not believe that there is such a thing as a perfect person; every one makes mistakes and we all learn from them, even then we still do things wrong. and there is nothing wrong with that.
Yes, perfection exists in Disney and Pixar and it belongs there; in order to deceive us into believing that life is as easy as ‘true loves kiss’, for some reason I do not know

                                               and

 it drives me

 mad.